Meet me halfway......

Currently in love with this song...

*this way i feel much closer to you.....

Still in holiday mood....

takde mood nak buat entry...huhuhu....

cuti 3 hari menyebabkan kemalasan yg teramat sgt...

dan pagi tadi timbang...berat adalah naik sebanyak 1.5kg....uwaaa~~~~!!!

ni semua gara2 daging free la nih...isskkk...

start from today..no more food after 7.30 PM....uhuk uhuk....

pastu nasi lak seminggu cuma 3 kali je...uhuk uhuk uhuk....

*tgh bayangkan kinder bueno dlm fridge sapa nak makan?

Aktiviti makan2 yg tak ingat dunia....

cuti kali ni dipenuhi dgn aktiviti makan..makan...makan...

dan makan lagi...sumpah by sunday jeans aku dah tak bole muat dah...

arrgghhh...dah la tak bawak balik xtra seluar...

ada yg balik damansara pakai track suit je ni kang...

anyway...my face full of free meat...meat and more meat....

rendang daging...sup tulang...daging masak kicap...

kari daging......risau lak...kang asik makan daging

tetiba je dapat darah tinggi...camno?errkkk!!!!

jumaat pegi menghantar duit hantaran ke sentul...

tuh takde picture...hari ni pegi menghantar pengantin ke Bagan Datoh....

so next entry will be another wedding story...

please bare with me here...

dah memang skang ni musim org kawin kan...

ok laa...rasa cam nampak ada coklat cadbury dalam fridge tadi...

nak gi makan..huhuhu....

Salam Aidiladha....

Kami ingin mengucapkan selamat menyambut

Hari Raya Aidiladha....semoga ibadah korban

yg dilakukan tahun ini mendapat keberkatan-Nya....aminnn....

Salam Sayang,

Shasha dan En Black

Biasa yg menjadi luar biasa.....

hmm..susah kan bila benda biasa kita buat..

tetiba berubah...mesti rasa cam tak best je...

tak selesa...rasa macam ada sesuatu yg hilang...

bila dah biasa...kita nak ubah pun rasa cam tak comfortable...

yer laaa....dah jadi habit kan...mesti susah nak tinggalkan...

mula la teringat2...terpikir2...terkenang2....

rasa macam hidup ni tak lengkap...tapi tuh laa...

nak tanak kena la terima perubahan tuh...

sebab ianya adalah sebahagian dari hidup kita...

mungkin perubahan tu bawak kebaikan....

atau keuntungan di masa akan datang...kan?

jadi...kita hendakla sentiasa berfikiran positif

bila sesuatu perubahan tu berlaku...orait?

*perubahan masa poo2 juga adalah membawa kebaikan...

ni semua gara2 stock green apple sudah abis...huhuhuhu....

Wah wahhh~!!!

I am looking forward to Raya Haji.......

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because of free meat!!...bole camtu?

Nahh~~...kidding...cuti raya haji kali ni agak penuh ngan aktiviti....

petang raya tuh dah nak gi Sentul antar duit belanja

kat umah bakal biras abah.....the next day...

sabtu tu ada wedding kat Bagan Dato....yg free cuma ahad...

ahad tu pikir nak balik damansara awal laaa...

nak gi settle semua bil...dan kalo bole nak shopping groceries...

pastu dah start closing....so agak bz...

jadi better gi beli awal sebab barang pun byk dah nak abis....

haihh~ tak sabarnya nak makan daging masak kicap ngan sup tulang....

Specially for Nonie...

sudah seminggu dia tinggal dgn saya...huhuhu..

dan yg pasti tuannya mesti rindu kat dia sekarang nih...

serius memang manja...nak makan kena berteman...

hilang kelibat saya mula la dia mengelabah mencari...

mengiau sana sini...terpanggil2 sampai la dia nampak saya semula...

dan moei amatla jeles sebab saya dok manjakan dia jee...

sampai ari tuh moei gigit tangan sbb marah kot...huhuhuh...

anyway...skang dia dah ok...dah mau makan sendiri dan

dah tak cari kelibat saya lagi...good boy!!

so Nonie...ni pengubat rindu kamu yerrr!!

1st Wedding for this season...

err...tgk gambar je laa...aku takde idea la nak cerita apa...

macam biasa la wedding kan..mende yg sama gak laa...

oh ya...dorang ni adik aku yg kenalkan...

tah macam mana lekat pulak....ini la namanya jodoh...

dulu kawan..skang dah jadi sedara kitaorang...huhuhu...

anyway...omedeto to Kak Farah and Zam..cepat2 dapat baby ok!!

*masya-allah..serius menyampah tgk gambar sendiri..bulat gila!!!

Wedding season is here...

this weekend sudah full....sebab...

my cousin sister is getting married and i need to

attend both solemnization and reception ceremony...haihh~

kan best kalo leh makan then terus balik lepak2 kat umah....

how i wish...ni dah la family punya wedding...

mana leh buat gitu...kurang2 dtg awal dan balik lambat...*double haihh~

tapi teringin nak makan ayam masak merah..nyum nyum...

hopefully lauk kenduri ni best..

waahh~~ bila pikir pasal makan je terus muka ceria...

hahaha...saya dan makanan tidak dapat dipisahkan lagi...

*eh...tetiba teringin nak makan bamboo clam masak dgn

oyster sauce kat kuala selangor...*drooling~

A bit of happiness....

sudah bole bergembira sedikit...hehehehe...

jadilaaaa walaupun nasib agak2 malang this few days...

betul kata mak...kena bersabar banyak2...sentiasa buat baik....

balasan baik tu akan datang...mungkin cepat atau lambat je....

jadi buat masa sekarang ni..bersabar laaa ek....

thanks to en black yg memahami dan membantu...

I heart you my dear....walaupun cuma dgn kata2.....

I know you really meant it...!!

Do I need to say more???

K - kenapa laaa agaknya

E - engkau ni tak faham2 lagi

C - cuba engkau teka apa dia...

E - eh? tak dapat ke teka lagi??

W - waaaa...mau nangis la macam ni..

A - aku mahu lari dari sini!!!!

maaf...lately perasaan adalah berkecamuk dan

bercampur baur...sebab tu entry sekejap OK kejap KO...

hopefully this will over soon...!!

Yeayy!! but no yeayyy???

Finally i got the answer and i can say that

i would sleep well after this...butttttt...

i hate waiting..seriously....cepat la weyyy...tak suka la camni...

but then...if i really want it..i need to be patient...

let it come to me...if not...it will go away...

that was my best friend words and i am totally agreed with her....

so sekarang..sila la bersabar banyak2 yerr...heheheh...

harap2 kali ni jadi laa...because i can feel

something really good in between....aminnn...!!

Waiting....

Angel...I am waiting for you...

To give me answer....

for my hopes...for my desire...

Angel...why you make me waiting...

You know how much I hate it...

Angel...why you make me crying...

You know how much I hurt...

I am afraid...I cannot move on...

Please help me...Give me some hope..

So that...I can breath..the same air again...

Jiwa kacau...

not really in good mood...

perasaan yg bercampur baur...

hati yg agak sakit dan kecewa..

i don't know how to express my feeling now...

might need some time to think...what to do next...

right now i just feel stupid...and keep asking myself..

why i can't see this coming....it's actually happened few times before..

tapi entah..tak insaf2 dan tak amik pengajaran dari apa yg berlaku...

so...this time..i need to step back and think about it...really deep...

just let me hibernate....macam polar bear....boleh?

Padan muka....

dah kata dah.....jgn cerita...kang tak jadi...

dah kata dah...jgn beritahu org lain...kang tak jadi...

sekarang padan la muka...

gatal sgt mulut bercerita..

gatal sgt mulut beritahu orang lain...

kan dah tak jadi kan...

*sigh!!

Hate or...

I hate it when this happening...

I hate it when I get this feeling...

I hate it when I know you are right...

I hate it when I lost my pride...

Do I need to tell you...

what is inside this little heart...

Do I need to say it out loud...

what is really bugging my mind...

Angel help me...

I need to know...is hope still there...

For me....

Ikhlas ke macam tu?

aku ni seorang yg simple...aku tak berapa minat nak sibuk2 hal org....

bila tak setuju dgn satu2 opinion...biasanya aku tgk siapa yg ckp tuh...

kalo org yg close...yg aku tahu perangai dia..aku akan share pendapat aku...

tapi kalo org tu aku tak kenal...aku cuma diamkan diri...

dan anggap itu pendapat dia....

lagi satu..kalo org tuh pun aku kenal..

tapi aku tahu dia jenis tak bole terima pendapat org lain..

itu pun baik la diamkan je..tak payah bangkang2....

kalo aku tak berapa suka perangai, kelakuan kawan yg close ngan aku...

walaupun aku tahu dia jenis tak kisah kalo kita cakap terus terang..

biasanya aku tak directly tegur perangai dia...aku cuma berkias2...

ataupun dalam perbualan biasa...aku selitkan teguran tuh sikit...

tapi kalo dia masih tak faham gak..aku akan cakap directly...

cuma dgn pendekatan yg lebih aman macam tuh laa...

takkan la tetiba nak tegur kau jerit2 lak kan...dia pun tahu malu apa....

lagi satu...aku tgk jugak apa yg nak ditegur tuh...

sebab kalo aku pun buat benda yg sama....

tak payah la susah payah nak tegur2...

baikla aku betulkan diri aku dulu...kang tak pasal2 bila aku tegur..

org tu akan balas balik..."eleh kau pun sama...

ada hati nak tegur org ke?"...malu kan??

owh yaa...aku paling tak suka sikap baling batu sembunyi tangan...

tak payah selindung2 dari sebalik nama lain or

suruh org lain sampaikan teguran kau.....

sebab bagi aku...kalo kau ikhlas nak tegur org tuh...

tak payah selindung2...cakap je la direct dgn org tuh....

ni sembunyi2..sapa nak dgr teguran 'ikhlas' kau tu?

issskk..tetiba entry ari jumaat jadi panjang lak...

Life...

Angel..stop giving me love...

I don't deserve any of it...

I don't deserve it at all...

Just let my life meaningless...

It has been for a while...

Angel...stop giving me hope..

I don't think I will survive...

I will drown and sinking...

It is matter of time..

Angel..not that I hate you...

Because of you..I am afraid of my life now...

Let my love open the door....

Someone told me to listen to this song...

and it really make my day....!!!

Let My Love Open The Door

people keep repeating

that you'll never fall in love

when everybody keeps retreating

but you can't seem to get enough

let my love open the door

let my love open the door

let my love open the door

to your heart

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

when everything feels all over

when everybody seems unkind

i'll give you a four leaf clover

take all the worry out of your mind

I have the only key to your heart

I can stop you falling apart

Release yourself from misery

Only one thing gonna set you free

that's my love

That's my love

let my love open the door

let my love open the door

let my love open the door

to your

Let my love open the door

let my love open the door

To your

Let my love open the door

let my love open the door

to your heart

When tragedy befalls you

Don't let them bring you down

Love can cure your problems

You're so lucky that I'm around

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

Let my love open the door

To your heart

Through My Window...

i am sooo in love with this TM commercial.....

lagu dia best..memula tatau sapa yg nyanyi...

sekali dapat tahu Bunkface..

tak sangka bole tahan gak lagu Bunkface yg nih...

Everyone Connects - Through My Window

I don’t want much, I just want everything

Thought that I could, do almost anything

One step in front of the other

Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it’s just another day

Telling me why, I’ll find another way

Got this feeling, got me reeling

I can almost start believing

Now there’s me and you

And we are not alone

You and me

We are together now

Through my window, I can see there’s

More than you and more than me

Me and you

And we are not alone

Different view

We are together now

Through my window, I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire

Is this the one worth waiting for?

Thought that I could do it without you

Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there’s me and you

And we are not alone

You and me

We are together now

Through my window, I can see there’s

More than you and more than me

Now there’s me and you, you and me

We are not alone and we are together

Through my window I can see

Our wildest dreams could be so real

You make my day....

Please tell me that you are an angel...

The way you talk...just make my smile...

How funny is it...you can see from how much I laugh...

Whenever we together...I wish the day will not end...

The time will stop...just for us to spend...

Come and sit beside me...

Because you..just take my breath away...

Saba Shioyaki.....

lama betul tak makan sushi...rindu laaa...

dulu bole katakan kerap betul ke sushi king....

sebulan sekali sure ke sana...tapi skang ni susah tul...

sejak2 dah dapat rasa saba shioyaki kat Kura tuh..

isskk..rasa cam sushi dah tak best dah...

hahahahahah..gila berlagak...

haihh...nak makan saba shioyaki....

Way to increase productivity at work...

this week si jiran aku OJT sorang japanese guy

yg agak cute...hari2 duduk kat sebelah dia...

he become our main topic of conversation...and we came out with these:

1. cute guys can increase our productivity (read : chit chatting and giggling)

2. if we ever become interviewer, tgk gambar kat resume agak tak cute...reject!

3. if cute, depends on how he laugh....if the laugh is not cute...reject

4. height will not be a problem...coz we both cute in size...kah kah kah

5. the perfume smells must be nice...no strong scent please.....

*hari2 cari peluang nak cakap dgn Mako chan~~...huhuhu...

I can be cute too you know....

nakal tu memang nakal...tu tak dgr lagi bunyi dia

bila dgr tapak kaki aku kat dapur...bising ya amat...

dah la kejenya menghulurkan ekor ke muka aku..

tah apasal tah suka sgt...kadang geram gak ngan perangai mengada dia..

tapi bila dah tido...alahai...comel pulak tuh....

tgk la aksi si wolverine ni terbongkang di tengahari...

Saya ada penyakit.....kot....

pernah rasa yg anda bukan diri anda sendiri?

rasa macam anda berlakon?

berpura pura di depan kawan2....

keluarga...atau sesiapa saja yg anda jumpa?

pernah rasa macam tuh? saya tak pernah rasa...

tapi sekarang saya rasa begitu...

eiiihhh...apa daaaa skema gila ayat aku nih?

anyway...lately i am not being myself...

emosi berkecamuk kejap gila2...

kejap serius...kejap garang..kejap manja...

pehal la weyyy....!!!

ada penyakit gamaknya aku nih....huuhuhuhu...

or maybe sebab stress pasal keje..

tuh yg agak tak betul tuh....heh!

Miracle do happens...

it's been a while since you gone...

my world seems dark...so cold...

no more sun...shining from the sky...

i walked the road alone...seems no end...

thinking of my life...

what is going to happen next..

then come an angel....smiling like the sun...

and this time i hope it will not rain again....

Kenapa sampai menipu?

sorang kawan jumpa..minta tolong jadi audience utk presentation dia...

yer laa..member nak jadi insurance agent sepenuh masa...

kena la dia tunjuk presentation dia dpn boss....

sekali bila aku dtg..boss dia lak yg cakap..dia dgr je...

dan macam biasa..bila agent cakap...sure la promo itu ini kan...

sib baik dah pakat ngan member suh dia call aku dalam masa setengah jam..

so aku selamat...sembang2 dgn few of other friends...

rupa2nya dorang kena yg sama ngan aku..cuma bezanya..

boss dia takde sama..dia 1 to 1 dgn dorang...

dan alasan yg dia bagi is...nak practice presentation dia...

minta tolong jadi audience...yer laa..my friend tu niat baik

nak tolong dia improve kan presentation skills dia..

alih2 kena dgr ceramah lak...sakit la hati member...

aku bukan tak suka..tapi niat aku memang nak tolong dia

brush up skills dia je..alih2 jadi camni...aku rasa nyampah lak..

apasal lak dia nak kena menipu sampai macam nih?

Tiba masanya mencari kerja baru...amboi??

nothing to do this weekend except mengemas umah..

mop lantai...basuh baju dan segala benda alah yg perlu dicuci...

washing machine agak bekerja keras 2 hari nih..hohoho...

oh yaa..cuci cage kucing2 kesayangan...

nak mandikan wolve..tapi agak takut...

so...lupakan niat murni tu walaupun dia agak busuk...

anyway...sebab takde apa nak buat asik tgk jobstreet....

hujung2 thn adalah waktu mencari kerja baru...

apasal ek? aku pun tak berapa nak faham laa..

tapi last year punya trend pun camni gak...hoihh!!

*oh yaa..bila la nak dapat offer letter nih??